ann i just a ballet school in nyc i will try my best every sweat of my body to make it if i cant make it i might bo back home or i might go back to california but i didnt make any decision yet just wanna let u know first i know that u might mad at me but pls let me try for me im still sasame as i used to be dont worry and im not ganna change be calm and one day i will grow together with u as u mentioned before dude 5555